My mother was diagnoed 22 years ago, and is unfortunately losing the battle with MS. Watching her my entire life struggle was really hard and its even harder to wait for the end that seems to be coming faster than I ever expected it to. I always figured I would be in my 50s or so when my mother would pass, that I would just live life normally... get married and have her there... have kids that would meet her... and it would just be a semi normal life. Well here I am at 21 years old and my mom no longer wants to eat, and her wounds do not want to heal and it is now time for hospice to be called and I am just having a really hard time with this. My dad is not one to talk about anything... he never was.. and he never will (many failed attempts at connecting) and unfortunatly I do not know anyone else with the diesease or anything even close to what I am dealing with and I just want to know I'm not alone.