I have been told that I probably had MS for 30+ years but the docs didn't have enough to diagnose the problem. Once I was diagnosed my then husband had the most trouble accepting it. I was glad to know what the problem was so I could get help. It took years to find a therapy that worked and didn't have side affects that were debilitating. I find it difficult approaching 60 years old to work and have any energy for a social life. I am so tired of being alone. I would like to make friends who understand. My faith is the only thing keeping me sane and sometimes I am holding on by a thread.