I have been told that I probably had MS for 30+ years but the docs didn't have enough to diagnose the problem. Once I was diagnosed my then husband had the most trouble accepting it. I was glad to know what the problem was so I could get help. It took years to find a therapy that worked and didn't have side affects that were debilitating. I am 62 and stopped working a year ago. According to Social Security I could work. I know that I could work or take care of me. I take care of me. I am so tired of being alone. I would like to make friends who understand. My faith is the only thing keeping me sane and sometimes I am holding on by a thread. I would like to find a nice man who understands what I am going through.